The day that my loyal & beautiful doggy Chiquis passed away. Rest in Peace my love. Thanks for everything. I wasn’t ready for this.
Okay so many things happened these last 2 weeks and I haven’t had time to write all down soooo finally I will do it.
October 23th (Thuesday)
I had my Data Base exam, I was really really scared of it because Data Base is not my best subject but is not difficult… is one of those subjects where is easy but if you don’t understand something then everything’s fucked. Anyways we always finish early & leave early, this time our teacher made the test “easy” so we could do the same. The thing is that we actually took 2 hours doing it & my teacher got mad and at the end said “MAKE TEAMS OF 5 & SOLVE IT!” hahaha was funny! he actually wanted to leave no matter what, I got a good grade so was successful
Next week is exams week
BETTER The Best Grades. So my scholarship can increase to 60%
I will start studying more and stop being lazy
Also I need to practice more with my cello bb it’s been more than week since I brought it & I can’t play the scales properly
ALSOOOO i want to start practicing again piano haha AND I will start photoshop courses soon
omg i want to do so much
Well, so I started school this 6th, with the same stupid people I hate, & well that’s not important.
For first time in these 2 & a half years I’ve studying my major finally I have a class I actually like & is totally in english! what makes me happy because I can develop my english skills also is a class of what I THOUGHT Information Technology was going to be about.
The final project is to make an enterprise & we (my team & i) got lucky because the thing we need to do is about fashion!!
so here is the logo I’ve created, what do you think? our company is going to be like TOPSHOP or AMERICAN APPAREL, that kind.
do you like it??
Sooo today I went to see “Lady in Black” play,was a little scary BUT really amazing! because I went with a friend who I always said we’d go to see it. & finally today was the day <33
Also was the first day we left Mako alone in the house, we were so worried because he/she is used to be with humans & now he/she would be alone, but everything worked out perfect.
He’s .. or she is now 1 month 2 weeks old :-)
Today was a successful, painful day! For many reasons. first I had to remade my vertical tragus which hurt like hell, but well now it looks great again! Then I went to shopping, but for my pets.
- Kitty litter box
- Kitty litter
- Cat scratcher or that shit where they scratch
- 5 bows for my dogs & cats
- Thingy for kitties that smell good
- Bed for kitty
Mako (which I still don’t know if is a she or a he) today learned where to poo & pee & is a happy kitty with her new toys
What I need to do is make my dogs to love Mako like they love my other cat
Today I voted for first time! :3 yay I am a responsible citizen :3 My mommy & granny explained me everything, then we went to eat & to buy some pizza so was pretty cute today!!
OMG I haven’t written a diary entry in ages!
Today was epic that’s why I’m writing this.
SO I went with my friend to a tourism bus of my city (Mexico) & I love her & omg we were waiting & talking about Adventure Time & then she said she liked Legend of Korra
I almost died of happiness
I love my little sis SOSOOSOSO mucho!
we fangirled at Mako (unfx1000)
ate at a japanese restaurant & i didn’t like miso soup but the teriyaki was yummy
just perfect day <3
Sorry I wasn’t on today, but fuck, today was one of those days where you’re working non stop & Im so sosososososososoosososo stressed seriously
like this last 4 weeks will be ho-rri-ble.
I have a lot of shit to do
& my granny is not helping i am so stressed i shout at EVERYONE so I said “THANKYOU” she was like “next time you do your shit you don’t need to shout at me” why she takes everything so personally ugh
Okay so today, I woke up at 12 pm -w- because i was so tired! <3 never again.
Well, was ok, except for the fact that I am in a team of stupid people. I am not saying I’m a smart ass, BUT I try, I try to understand the lessons, try to work, & stuff & the people i am with is like “WHAT?! WHY?! WHATS THE LESSON ABOUT?! WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO?!” & it piss me off, because I feel like I am the only one that can work, because they like didn’t understand won’t do a good work, which means a bad grade, thing I don’t need.
SO I have to do big Power Point work of this shit.
Anyways!! My mom is still in vacations & she is lazy so she brought pizza :3
and this is a picture of me because I felt pretty today & if you still don’t know how I look like & sorry it is upside down :c
I haven’t written on my “online diary” in a looong time
Today I didin’t go out because my mom & granny say today one of those special days to be together in family. Anyways I slept like a bear -w- considering I only have 3 days left of my Spring Break ugh…
Today like at 3 am my neighbor
(She is crazy literally, granny says she told her she hear voices telling her “fat, die ugly bitch go away” so my neighbor is always hitting the walls and screaming, what’s scary)
started to hit walls again BUT this time she was actually fighting with other neighbors, imagine the volume of this woman’s voice! I live in the 3rd floor she lives in the 1st floor, & I was totally able to listen her…
My mom & I were there listening hahaha then spend the next 3 hours talking about her story & the reasons why she is crazy, & dirty stories about all neighbors.
I love my mommy so much <3 we have our fights & sometimes she makes me to hate her, but only for minutes i really I love her & my granny too. Aw.
I’ve worked 4 hours to have all the documents for my exchange && I’ve realized the following:
- I need a PERFECT business english
- I can’t go to Korea because I need to pass a exam of korean && at least have 20% of that language
- My ONLY options are Canada && UK
- I’m dumb && I don’t understand studying metods of the countries
I’m starting to regret :/ but this is the last chance I have to live somewhere else ugh… ;-;
Woah I’ve been sad lately without a good reason actually. BUT today I a good day yup yup.
Because well my first week of my Intensive French Classes is over!! My teachear still all cute and perfect and my classmates are cool, stupids but in a good way ;o (I’m calling myself stupid too) I’ve seen a lot of my ex-classemates from other years, so its really good everything.
Today we spend the half of the class on the computers doing exercises in french and listening songs, I’ve always liked the song “Le rois du monde” and now I understand a little and I started to watch the musical and OMG the guys I’m eternally in love with all the singers
Yup ok that was my day
Btw happy birthday diary :3
Ok. Remember my friend of the lastest personal post? Well, I only want to be his friend, whatever happens (i won’t let him break up with his gf because he’s confused, I’ll make him fight for his love) because through time I’ve found we’re totally different, I want to travel and be an amazing bussines woman and he wants a peacefully life. Anyways… that wasn’t the point of this.
The point of this is that always I’m sad or mad or depressed or about to end my life (not really, I mean when I can’t handle my sadness), I come to him, he is always there to read/listen me, he has never heard me cry, because he is that amazing that when he hear my voice is breaking he says or does something to make me laugh, and violá I am purely happy, and I forget about my shitty life. And I really love him for that… but I don’t like the fact that my happiness depends on someone… because when he is sad like I am he doesn’t trust the way I do and when he tells me what’s what is bothering him and I try to make him happy he says “oh yeah i know thanks anyways” … like I’m too stupid for help him, or he doesn’t let me return the favour.
Being his friend gives me both, happiness and sadness… am I wrong? and the worst thing is that he doesn’t even know, I’ve told him how much he hurt me when he doesn’t rely on me, he says he’s sorry he’ll change but he still the same so I tell him we should stop being friends (I’ve told him that like 5 times) that he’d be the same without me, and I’d be better, he accpet and then he comes back. This ups and downs really break my heart. Because he is actually the only friend I can trust in everything any time of the day, I know he’ll be there 24/7 and I don’t know how to end this and I started writing this with an idea but I already forgot it because I stopped writing 10 minutes ago because of my tears and now that I’m calm I forgot everything